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Monday, May 30th, 2005
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10:45 am - ummm , , ,
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you , mutyhs fuckers. im so fuckin high rite now. i aint talk to yall in madd long. well this week end so far i aint doen much. friday i just , ummm i justwat i do , ohh yea i got it i cam home, sleept, chilled went and got a move came home then fell asleep around 5 am. then saterday around 12-1 i went to kaleys house and chilled there fo a lil while. then today, sunday, i went shoppin then came back to my house then chilled my aunt came over to do laugndre cuz her wassh machine got all fucked up so. well i didnt mind cuz her and ellen smoked me up so it was cool. well im out, and why dont you mutha fuckers ever leave a comment, FUCKIN LEAVE THEM IIGHT , shit, iight well bye
current mood: high
current music: the calm- ICP
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| Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
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6:35 am - " JOKER"
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Some people call me the space cowboy, yeah
Some call me the gangster of love
Some people call him Paulie
Cause I speak of the pompitous of love
People talk about me, baby
Say I'm doin' you wrong, doin' you wrong
Don't you worry baby Don't worry
Cause I'm right here, right here, right here, right here at home
I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
I get my lovin' on the run...ooo...ooooo
The Joker...The joker...th-the joker ...Joker...th-the joker...the joker...the joker...the joker...the jo-jo-...the joker
You're the cutest thing That I ever did see
I really love your peaches Want to shake your tree
Lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey all the time
ahhh shit Dig this baby
I'll sure show you a good time
I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
I get my lovin' on the run...ooo...ooooo
People keep talking about me baby
They said I'm doin' you wrong
Well don't you worry, don't worry, no don't worry mama
Cause I'm right here at home
I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
I get my lovin' on the run...ooo...ooooo
i love this remake by twiztid !!!!!!!!
current music: Criptic Colection 3-twiztid
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| Monday, May 16th, 2005
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7:49 am - TOMORRO
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TOMORRO, tomorro bitches. if you dont know , icp are comin out with a new EP intitled THE CALM tomorro and this fat ass is gettin it. HELLS YEA BITCH. thats how i do !!! i aint ben doin shit but blazin and sleepin and thats probly all im gunna do all summer cuz my GIRLFRIEND is gunna leave me and go to florida with kristen all fuckin summer and not gunna care about wat im doin , she just dont wanna chill with me thats all, na im just playin !! kristen is movin to florida in about 59 days and her and kristen are best fuckin frinds and kaley wants to go stay with her for a month and i dont want her to and she knows it but it dont matta i just want her to have fun so fuck it wat ever. so if any of yall bitches wanna chill im free cuz i wont be with my girl cuz SHEEE is gunna be across the USA and NOT WITH ME !!!!! well thats all i got to say so peace out mutha fuckas.
muck clown love
current music: TALES FROM THE LOTUS POD
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| Saturday, May 14th, 2005
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7:50 am - JUGGALETTES
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All i gatta say is FINE ASS JUGGALETTES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Me and nick chilled to yesterday and it was some crazy shit, but i dont wanna realy get into it on hea, iight
much clown love
current music: Wizard Of The Hood
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| Monday, May 9th, 2005
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7:40 pm - ummm
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yo mutha fuckas im so fuckin tyred, i can bearly open my eyes, well it also dont help im fuckin baked but wat can you do rite. Shit im tyred, i dont know when im talkin, what the fuck, wat was i gunna say shit hold up,. ohh oh oh i know i ment to say i dont know why im talkin to you . well i aint ben doin shit sence yesterday, all i do is smoke so. i fuckin hate people who say they ya boys and with ya till the end. BUt fuck that they aint ya boy, some other mutha fucka comes along and they role with him. they aint ya boys, they bitches. thay aint shit. i dont need them.im finaly realizing who i realy got and who i dont. ive came to grips that i dont got many. i got only one person. but that means alot. And all you haters out there, i only got 4 fuckin words fo yall, " Tongue My Balls Faggot " thats how i feel rite about now mutha fucka. my homie ricky has got so woman problems and hes got some shit to think about and some one to talk to so peace out bitches i love yall, i love all my lo's and my baby kaley if yall got some thing to say or got comments or shit pleace comment on this shit iight well im out ?
current mood: confused
current music: GREEN BOOK- twiztid-
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| Sunday, May 8th, 2005
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1:24 am - wuts new ?
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hey yall mutha fuckas, wat chall ben up to lately, i aint ben doin shit. i aint updated in madd long yo. well me and kaley are still togeter so im happy about that, i love that girl so much im soo lucky to have her, she is so special to me. ya she may be a bit bitchy at poits but , hey we all got our own problems to deal with soo. but yea i love her shes awsome. i cant wait till May 17 cuz my boys ICP are cummin out with they new EP intitled THE CALM, all yall juggalos run out and get it. its gunna be so fresh. as most ninjas know ABK's ROAD FOOLS hit the stors on March 22,as well as ESHAM's A-1 YO-LA on April 19th. umm . . . i was chillin with by brother steve to day at his house, me and nick went to smoke him up. it was so fuckin sic.oh and then last knight was the shit, me and nick got so fuckin fried its no joke. we took my pillow out the pillow case and hung it on the wall then we put my baby kitten in it. we rip'd my bong , then blew all the smoke in the pilow case and close it up and my cat got so fuckin blitzed. it was so great. my weekend was kinda fun but i wanted to spend time with my baby but shit happends and you gotta deal with it, she got mad at me and i cant remember why, oh wait that sit its cuz i forgot some thing i shouldnt have and she got mad, but im a fuckin burn out i dont remember shit . . . . but in the end she loves me and i love her so watever. and FINALY me and rheanne are talkin again, we cool we friends. but i think i was high when i talked to her i cant remember, hey guess wat guy, im fuckin baked rite mutha fuckin now bitches.hahahahahhaaha, shit my cat just fell of the fuckin coach, thats fuckin funny, OHH that reminds me last night nick went to pick up my remote fo tha tv and a nice juicy spider bit him it was funny. oh you know wat else was funny, today at my brothers we were all passin around the bowl and it was cherri'n and i went to hit it again i didnt want to spooff so i pushed it down but like i seid it was cherri'n so i fuckin burnt my finger. i didnt realize it for a while. but then i tryed to be all quit about it i was like wisperin, " yo steve . . i burnt my self. shit it was funny it was me , nick, steve, ricky, some dude, and fuckin, shit wats his name. ? ? ? fuck i cant remember im high, but it was funny cuz my sister melissa lives there to with her daughter thats like 3-4 and they all work at laconia house so ricky brought back food and this was rigt when we got there , befor we smoked, and well no one was sapposed to eat my sisters baby's chickin fingers but i did and then ricky did then melissa yeld at me and i was so fuckin high her and her ugly friend were makin fun of me. well that about rap's up my week end . i miss my girl and i bether get a nice bit juicy kiss wheni see you on munday if i dont im woopin yo ass, na just playin but i better get one. And wat the fuck mary why havnt you fuckin rote yet wat the fuck, ohh and im am commin down in the sommer, are you comin campin with me and ryan and corey, well you better, im out mutha fuckas. Love Peace and Chicken greace bitches
current music: THE GREEN BOOK mutha fucka
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| Friday, May 6th, 2005
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10:40 am - new shit
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Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate me
But there's nothing that you can do to me lately
Now I'm greatly accepted in the mind so I'm confused and intertwined
From being rejected so many times, I wanna leave it all behind
So kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once
And run and tell your homies that these motherfuckers will die for us
So many questions, fingers pointing for answers
Suggesting that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pasture
With green grass up to my neck, and situations that's too fast
To think about and most people can't dream about
A hundred million miles and every single second
And every time you hear this record I want you to feel me on every sentence
Reminisce from descendants of past treasures
We'll embark on a journey that'll stay alive forever
Plus I would stand over on my side of the fence
Regardless of the circumstances or the consequences
I'm so
Hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of
I am my own worst enemy
I'm not the smartest motherfucker and shit, I don't pretend to be
And why I am the way I am is not a mystery
My mind's not in proper working order or in therapy
The brain's confused and mentally abused
Life's been hanging on a string so what the fuck I got to loose?
And what the fuck I got to prove to you?
If you don't know me by now, you'll never know me
You can put that on my real homies
I got problems and they stack like bills
And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed
And I awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark
Hoping to talk to the passed on, I'm falling apart
I'm such a mess and decisive, I'm fading away
I'm out of touch with society and living today
Never relying on my sanity, I through it away
To become the maniac that's got your attention today
Can you keep a secret?
Well I'm afraid world because they want me to die, can you believe it?
But I'm still alive... and been floating since '95
With my chin held high but I'm so dead inside
Let the problems just roll and put them back into a pile
Because it's just a bunch of shit that I can't deal with right now
And I'm tired of always guessing and messing it up again
And the next day it's even deeper and I'm steady sinking in
I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found
It was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down
No soul, no heart because I gave it away
No time for feeling sorry, I'll grieve another day
And all those tears are stored in storm clouds
That hover above me and cover the ugly
Continued to haunt me when I was feeling low
That's the same reason I hold on and never let go
current mood: crazy
current music: GREEN BOOK- twiztid-
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| Monday, April 18th, 2005
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9:20 pm
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yo mutha fuckers i aint updated in mad long yo .. . . . . im not sure if i told you but im back wid kaley, i love her so much, if you dont know. well im in mass rite mutha fuckin now chillin like a fuckin slug, i saw my gangster bro ROGER. hes the shit. i only got to chill wid him foe a lil while cuz he had to go to his studio, hes recordin an album wid his boys. they group called, USUAL SUSPECTS, there album will be comin out i think july if it all goes well, they on an independent lable, so go fuckin get it bitch, you want some real fuckin music, get it. yea it may not be some psychopathic shit like icp, but they like `a mix of bone thugs-method man-2pac-notorious big, all the legends and better. any ways i saw my sister steph too she the shit too, gots to give props. im talkin to my girl on aim. yea shes the fuckin shit i know you aint got to tell me i know, oh and to you natasha i fuckin hate you with a passion , get it threw you fuckin thich sleezy ass stank head. you a fuckin cunt and if you got shit to say fuckin say it to me, stop fuckin startin shit sayin you fucked me, you didnt you only with so forget it. im with kaley and aint nothin gunna change i love her. so FUCK YOU. wat goes on between us is between us. you dont need to be fuckin buggin my girl with your nosy ass questions she dont like you, no one does so fuckin get over your self, go fuckin sleep around some where else. let me guess you were runnin you mouth about some bitches up there so you had to move back, wait isnt that why you moved??? you were scared to come to lhs cuz bitches wanted to jump you cuz you was a slut and you was talkin shit, i got you. wat , wat bitch wat. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, you gunna get fucked up. im so glad i got this on lock, this live journal is the shit. oh and to you bitches readin this, you got some thin to say cuz you friends with her or somthin, fuck you , im ready for wat ever it is you got to say, shes a two time'n sluty bitch and you know it so shut the fuck up.i guess i had some shit to say ha i would say so.
well i got to go, get USUAL SUSPECTS in july
current music: nothin
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| Monday, April 11th, 2005
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10:53 am - i gots no fuckin cluu
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yea its me, i aint got shit to say so when im down in out i just like to drop a line to some shit thats on my mind and some songs i feel that can express my self inflicted pian thothin you did nothin any one did , shit that only i have dne. so these songs make me feel like, i never did shit rong, these songs give we meanin. all you juggalo haters only hate on us is becuze we are different. why , were different so fuckin wat. yall aint got to biggots about it, yall dont explore your minds only set tham on worldly shit you dont express your self freely. you stick to the lables society has put on us. this music give us a place , a place were people who are different, can call home. to all you people who brag and boast of love , wat did we do to you, you have only done this to us . this is the beginin of the end you cant do any thing about it. the past and the future are the same , if there wer no past there will be no beginin, no end no future. the music of carnage, and serial slauterers is nothin but an atraction. we believe in shangri-la, thats were im headed. now that i found it i have meaning, you are no consern to me now . if you can only answer me this one question . - is it that you hate us cuz we are different we are not the top ten, or is it simply that you hate your self that much that you feel you have to front to belong, you feel to make you fit in to that society sterio type "normal", its not to fit in, its just simply to stand out. ......... take as long as you need to get back on that
well heas that shit from twiztid intitled ' your the reason '
We haven't come to the end of our journey
This is just the beginning
The beginning of what you ask?
The beginning of forever
Through the eyes of many we are judged daily
And although their hatred for use may seem great
It will never surpass the love we pledge to each and every one of ya'll
(Chorus)
Show me the reason why...
(we do the things that we do)
Show me the reason why...
(take a chance with me I won't let you down)
Show me the reason why...
(we represent the underground always have always will now)
Show me the reason why...
(take a chance with me I won't let you down)
(Monoxide Child)
You're the reason why I can express myself freely
And give the finger to those who try hate but wanna be me
You're the reason why I won't do 20 to life
You shead some light up on the might
be able to change the world for all of us
You're the reason my heart is still pumping
And I ain't out on the corner dumping or shooting somthing
You're the reason why we represent the Twiztid sound
Fuck the mainstream, the life for me is the underground
You're the reason why the hotlines are updated
And the website is always being upgraded
You're the reason why I'm glad to be a juggalo
And bring the wicked shit to every town now everybody go
Your the reason I be kissing the clouds
And walk through the curtain and captivate the whole crowd
You're the reason I've exsisted all along
You're the reason for this song...
(Chorus)
Show me the reason why...
(we do the things that we do)
Show me the reason why...
(take a chance with me I won't let you down)
Show me the reason why...
(we represent the underground always have always will now)
Show me the reason why...
(take a chance with me I won't let you down)
(Jamie Madrox)
You're the reason why I get no sleep
Somtimes it's just a couple days
Other times it's weeks and weeks
You're the reason
why I still got heart
For my 'los and 'lettes
And BIG KIDS for the most part
You're the reason why the season never change
If we paste our problems together
We all can re-arrange and stand strong
You're the reason why we been here so long
And representing you for the beats that we flow on
You're the reason why we do what we do
If you see us putting it down, we representing you
You're the reason why I want to cry
Ya see we love ya muhthafuckas
so much we dedicate our lives
Family, unity, with diversity
and individuality so fuck popularity
You're the reason why we sing this song
And stay high till the break of dawn
Hit the bong and come along
(Chorus)
Show me the reason why...
(we do the things that we do)
Show me the reason why...
(take a chance with me I won't let you down)
Show me the reason why...
(we represent the underground always have always will now)
Show me the reason why...
(take a chance with me I won't let you down)
(Monoxide Child)
You're the reason why I can walk on top of water
And represent your sons a daughters
You're the reason why I float below the ground
And when the lights go I'm still alright
Cause I'm living off of sound
You're the reason why I put my life into this shit
I swear to God if you don't feel me,
Then I'm just as real as counter-fit
You're the reason why I've been chosen, selected
With the juggalos I'm connected
(Jamie Madrox)
You're the reason why I stop to give a shake a hand,
and hug the honeys
And tag a Twiztid autograph
You're the reason why crows fly
You're the reason we scream DieMuthaFuckaDie
to the outside
And everybody who ain't repping this
You're the reason why that the Carnival is blessing this
You're the reason why I act like a ninjalo
You're the reason why muthafacko but I think ya know
(Chorus)
Show me the reason why...
(we do the things that we do)
Show me the reason why...
(take a chance with me I won't let you down)
Show me the reason why...
(we represent the underground always have always will now)
Show me the reason why...
(take a chance with me I won't let you down)
we juggalos , we are the same , we are as one . as rock is to earth, we are a juggalo family .................
current music: nothin but twiztid : MIRROR MIRROR
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| Thursday, April 7th, 2005
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9:46 pm - not movin
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I AM NOT MOVIN AT ALL!!!!!!!! chill the fuck out, it was just ajoke between me kaley and jess, im not moven. you fuckin bitches. so any ways. daneil , dont listen to terance cuz he just wants to get in your pants, trust me , we tight, i know him like that. fuckin faggots thes days. all i gotta say is ( and this is to you, you know who im talkin!!) once a faggot always a faggot , you cant change wats already begune. bitch. " me and my brother made of rubber so when twiztid's in the house we bounce the mutha fucka. save pen and get your paper, you playa we every where like they burn. aint ya herd, aint nobody joggen our shit, you an open toe sandle just flipp floppin it. here's one for ya play list suck my mutha fuckin dick and just wait on the remix. " sorry thats some shit by twiztid. well peace out foe now bitches, and i love you kaley , we should get back to gether, if you dont want to, thow i know you do, then thats all good to. and i give props to ducky, turtle, and bunny, yall the shit bomb ass diggity.
current music: psychopathics from outer space vol. 2
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| Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
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7:37 pm - new shit
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yo i just found this new shit off a juggalo wab site rite. this shit is so fuckin fresh. i love it. i found this sick as fuck song by TWIZTID and i will put tha lyrics down under this, k . I think kaley and i are gunna get back to gether , well at least im hopin. i love that girl so much. there is nothin in this world that i would not do for her, she means the world to me. And kristin, i apoligize for wat i seid to you , it wern't tru, i was very pissed off. when im not happy i say some fucked up shit, you was just lookin out for ya girl and i respect that. i thank you for that and i do NOT HATE YOU, im sorry. and jess i realy am moven to lowel , mass next week . i need a peace of your cast to remember you by. well im'a gunna go so peace out to my juggalos and juggalettes, much clown love to each and every on of yall, EXPECIALY to my juggalo homies..... fuck you , you know who you be .... mcl. and to you kaley, ilove you , i dont want you to ever chang for nobody, your perfect the way you are, your beautiful and i do not know wat i'd do if you left me for good, i could noteven amagine it .........................................................
Your expected to be young dumb, cuz of my apperince. Walkin with the dead talkin to the spirits. Open is an ear with a nother brod cast, hidden between the chanals is the remote passed. Yoou dont have to ask, understand be sceared, sittin at the table your egerly prepared. Are you ready, here's the world in a nut shell. Evil is everywhere every ons got a place in hell. Heavens gates are strong and tall,andthe fatehrs forgivin for eye'n you wrong. If you think your life is a game of chance, get ready to through down when its time to dance. If your young injoy it cuz your youth is gold, and never waste time cuz every day you grow old. writtin is a page in the book for you and hard time and bad luck to see waht you you would do .........
" NOw we look to the sky for the light and truth, i will see you again in the mornin"
" Now we look to the sky for the light and truth, i will see you again in the mornin"
well thats all i gots for now, but that beat is fuckin bumpin, down load it from www.desertjuggalos.com - go to audio, twiztid, light n truth
its the fuckin bomb diggity.....
much mutha fuckin clown love bitches ..................................
current music: TWIZTID- sampler- lightntruth
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| Monday, April 4th, 2005
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9:05 pm - hold up............gotta get a FAYGO
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yo check this shit right here !!!!
There's no story that ain't been told
There's ain't no gimick that ain't been sold
There's no ocean that never been swam
There's no jobber that ain't been slamed
There ain't no road that ain't been traveled
There ain't no doctor that ain't been baffled
Ain't no thug that never cried
Ain't no preacher that never lied
There's no rumor that ain't been passed
Ain't no question that no one asked
There's no tree that won't get chopped
There's no bomb that won't get dropped
Ain't no path that no ones laid
Ain't no beast that ain't been afraid
There's no feet that no one can
There's no saga that never began
Ain't no snow that didn't melt
There's no punch that ain't been felt
There's no skill that no ones learned
There's no planet that he ain't turned
There's no fued that never disolved
There's ain't no problem that ain't been solved
There's no tale that no ones told
There's no beauty that won't get old
There's no garden the sun ain't beemed on
There's no shoulder that ain't been leaned on
There's no color that ain't been seen
Purple, yellow, forest green
There's no desert that ain't seen rain
Nobody here that ain't felt pain
There's no bigot that ain't been clowned
There's no treasure that I ain't found
Ain't no cave they ain't never explored
Ain't no mother that ain't been ignored
There's no leader that ain't been led
There's no blood that ain't been shed
There's no dish they never made
Ain't no brick they never laid
Everything left's been done before
Nothing's new, nowhere to explore
On the day when the wagons come
I'll just pray that you let me on
current music: AMAZING JECKEL BRO.-nothin left
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| Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
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10:29 pm - WELL BITCHES
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WELL BITCHES its all over for me. she broke up with me overBULLLLLLLL SHHHHHITTTTTTTT, CAN I STRESS THIS ANY MOR.......bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbuuuuuuuuuuuuulllllllll shhhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiitttt. ok im good, wait no im not she dumpt me. but now that i relized, i dont think she even loved me at all. how can you tell some one that you loved them if you dont., i got played once again. but its algood ill just move one, if i could! thats just life i guess. fuck her , fuck evey one , i cant change any thing i seid, i cant change how i feel, or the way i think of her now, nothin can change that. so stop reading my pathetic bull shit.i got no meaning. wat happens here on out, it happens . i will have to deal with it, and if you are readin this kaley , i still love you. but you probly dont give a fuck so..................
current music: BLAZE-children of the waste land
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8:10 pm - fuck
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every one probly noes by now that me and my girl is fightin. i dont wanna fight, i hate seein you upset, or streest. why do we fight , we fight all the time over bull shit, i love you and i dont wanna loose you, i cant live with out you. no this aint just words, this is how i feel . im not the most emotuinal person but you need to understand were im coming from. i can never talk to you about shit thats bothering me. my business is my business, but i tell you cuz i love you. but nothin is just between us, it always goes threw kristin or fea or who ever but it should stay between us. its our relationship, not mine yours, kristins, and every ones , ITS OURS !!!! i dont know maybe, its me that is so rong. and i dont give you diry looks, wen im pissed off or mad that look stays on my face all day. wen your up set or somthin, you dont even look at me.............................in sorry i got to go
current music: the mom song---ICP
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| Friday, April 1st, 2005
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10:08 pm - fuck all you hoe's
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yo......if any of you hoes got a mutha fuckin problem with me then FUCK YOU. i dont need you i dont need any of you biggots. BITCH. your gunna sit there and fuckin talk shit like im a fuckin prick and shit then fuckin rot and hell, ill meat you there...ok...good.. oh and to you NATSHA, yeah i called you a fuckin cunt and shit like that. ill fuckin say it to your face too. Y OUR A SLEZZY ASS DIRTY FUCKIN CHICKEN HEAD. you was fuckin runnin your mouth about me, sayin i fuck you all these times, i cheted on RHEANNE with you , and this and that. I NEVER FUCKIN TUCHED YOU, YOUR A NASTY PIG I HOPE YOU FUCKIN DIE. If i was a chick id fuck you up . but im not so wat can you do. stop runnin your mouth ubless you wanna get stomped. fuck you and that nasty nappy pusse of yours. and i know it is to because ya x-fuck buddy ERIC told me, yea you remember him rite , yea good. FUCK YOU . IM FUCKIN HEATED.. . TO you mutha fuckas callin me a prick and shit, i dont give a fuck who you dating, who you best friends with, nothin, FUCK YOU BITCH. I WILL FUCKIN MERDER YOU. i no were you fuckin live
. i would go over there rite now and bash there fuckin heads in. i hate you muther fuckER. burn in hell. it take alot for me to hate som one. but your on my list now and your name never gets erast till its all done. and i know your mad at me kaley . some things wrong. i feel like every thing i do is bad, like i can never make you happy, kaley i love you and you know that, and you know that i would never want to hert you. yea we fight , but who doesnt. it only makes us stronger, but i hate fuckin fightin. i know i make mistakes and dumb shit, but i never wnt to make you hate me. im not sure wats goin on but i never do. i feel that im out of every thing, not realy keepin things from me but not tellin me any thing. and i know kriste is one of your best friends but i feel that you pay more attinition to her....dont get me wrong not that i want any attention, cuz i dont , i hate it. you just make me fell like shes more important. but im sure i make you feel the same way some times but theres nothin either of us ca n do about it so. its all good. well dont listen to this im just all upset, but wat cane you do.......cuz in the end i know you love me, and i love you too.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
current music: mutha fuckin Dark Lotus--Tales From The Lotus Pod
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| Thursday, March 31st, 2005
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12:52 pm - its life
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hey its danielle i dont know what u want me to write so im just gonna write random stuff well from reading your entries i can see you really like kaley i hope you guys r together for a while but only stay with here if u really love her dont say it if you dont really cause then u get her hopes up believe me it has happened to me before and it sucks big time.
random but i like it i dont smoke i just like the pome
"stoners live and stoners die but in the end we all get high so if in the end you dont seceed fuck the world and smoke some weed"
"sex and drugs rock and raves
get messed up and misbahave
try some speed do some weed get fucked up and talk to trees
lifes a bitch then you die so fuck the world and lets get high"
i wrote you b/c you asked me to so g2g byez and i will ttyl
your friend danielle
current mood: pissed off
current music: homies (icp)
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| Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
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8:23 pm - dont fuckin read it
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Im very close to the edge,one of these mutha fuckin days some one, some one will push me so close im just gunna have to leap off, but. it dont madda to me any more . why , please some one tell me why the fuck you hade to do it , why. wat the fuck do you want from me. im fuckin gone. my mind and heart are gone, im just waiting for my mine to ketch up with it. im in a stasice of time were nithin is left but the work of satan. thats how i feel. No one can understand. you will say im given you a dirty look or a look of death, but thats no expression at all. no mood no life at all... no expresion . if some thing happens in the near future all i want is for you to be happy. i love you, but.....i dont no how much longer it will take. every one has there time, but im ahead of every one, skiped rite to the front of the line. the vocies, the mutha fuckin vocies . i cant excape this state of mind.....why am i telling you this. i know that your reading it....dont fuckin laff bitch, fuck u.......you should not know any of this...........
current music: still Colton Grundy
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6:00 pm - i cant stand fuckin people these days
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I cant fuckin stand these bitches runnin they mouth. I fuckin hate life, wat that aint enough. THey cant keep they mouth shut for even a second. I'll slit ya throught , take ya cloths and leave you standin there cold and naked. you mutha fuckas dont know wat im all about, ill spit in ya face and smack ya mouth. you faggots want me to die, fine, fuck it, by. ill see you pricks in hell, were only me and my demonds like to dwell. i got the Colton Grudy soud, built them caskits out of worped boards and put em in the ground. i cant understand you bitches, tryin to steal my riches. i aint even got non. My weapons of chose are a shank and shot gun,wen i roll threw the hood you betta duck and run. i only roll wid carnival freekShoWs, fuck all you groupy hoes. ........ . . . . . well i guess thats all i gots for now so.. .pease out home boy/girl. , ....... . .oh and KALEy.. no madder wat any one seid , yea i feel like that at times but i know wats up. i aint the most mentaly stable person but give me a fuckin break . i got problems. you dont no me at all. yea granit you no my name, number, but... well fuckit never mind i love and thats the bottem line
current mood: fuckin skitsophranic
current music: BLAZE-Colton Grundy
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6:50 am - wat the fuck
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yea yea yea its ya mutha fuckin boy. wat tha fucks wrong wid peeps these mutha days SHIT!! i cant fuckin stand em, there so fuckin retarded. im just chillin at my comp. and listinin to some dirty history (abk) peace out for now bitches!!!!
current music: ABK
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| Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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6:43 pm - ICP - 2ND JOKER CARD
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RINGMASTER-1994
1-wax museum
2-murder go round
3-chickin huntin'
4-mr. johnson' head
5-southwest song
6-get off me, dog!
7-who asked you
8-the dead one
9-my fun house
10-for the maggots
11-wagon wagon
12-the loons
13-love song
14-bugs on my nuts
15-house of mirrors w/ CAPITOL E
Ringmaster's Word
current music: AMAZING JECKEL BROS.
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